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I saw a reflection,but not of me,there was no mirror
It was a thought,then a feeling,frozen in a moment i was looking into
Gratitude,what an amazing thing it is to be alive,right here,right now
My story is what got me here,even as i went outside the lines,they still all straightened out
I used to use needles to avoid the truth of my actions,allowed them to slowly suck away all of my passion
I would paint smiles on my face with a blood stained paint of illusion
But i could never fool myself,i always knew if i didnt change i would never be more then a dead man walkin
I had soulless eyes syncing in harmony with my death rattle of a heart beat
My thinking was polluted with of visions darkness and rage,i was locked up in my homicidal cage of a mind
No freedom,a hope to die dope fiend waiting for my soul to pass judgement on my spirit
Guilty as charged,i was where the darkness ran to,i couldnt escape myself
I didnt just dance with the devil,i ran him out of hell,it was mine alone,there wasnt enough room for the both of us
As i crawled out of oblivion,into the world of the living,my darkness died in the light of exposure
I saw the truth of my dilemma for the first time,and it couldnt have been more clear
My dilemma was me,i thought i was an unsolvable puzzle,i stop trying to solve myself
I took action and instead helped all of you save myself
It takes a family to raise an addict,especially back from the dead
i have risen.but not from the grave,just above all influence
Past all that darkness,above all that rage
In this moment i let it all go
And i watched as it all faded away
Thats what has changed,not what im seeing,but how i allow myself to see things..............
It was a thought,then a feeling,frozen in a moment i was looking into
Gratitude,what an amazing thing it is to be alive,right here,right now
My story is what got me here,even as i went outside the lines,they still all straightened out
I used to use needles to avoid the truth of my actions,allowed them to slowly suck away all of my passion
I would paint smiles on my face with a blood stained paint of illusion
But i could never fool myself,i always knew if i didnt change i would never be more then a dead man walkin
I had soulless eyes syncing in harmony with my death rattle of a heart beat
My thinking was polluted with of visions darkness and rage,i was locked up in my homicidal cage of a mind
No freedom,a hope to die dope fiend waiting for my soul to pass judgement on my spirit
Guilty as charged,i was where the darkness ran to,i couldnt escape myself
I didnt just dance with the devil,i ran him out of hell,it was mine alone,there wasnt enough room for the both of us
As i crawled out of oblivion,into the world of the living,my darkness died in the light of exposure
I saw the truth of my dilemma for the first time,and it couldnt have been more clear
My dilemma was me,i thought i was an unsolvable puzzle,i stop trying to solve myself
I took action and instead helped all of you save myself
It takes a family to raise an addict,especially back from the dead
i have risen.but not from the grave,just above all influence
Past all that darkness,above all that rage
In this moment i let it all go
And i watched as it all faded away
Thats what has changed,not what im seeing,but how i allow myself to see things..............
Literature
Matchstick
irreplaceable yet unnecessary
leave me in your retrospect
where you found me, unwanted & with a question mark over my head
or a Matchstick, maybe
I'm the fire you started &
couldn't put out
the one you doused &
the One you'll freeze without.
Literature
harmful choices
Once you start its hard to stop.
Blood that I spill I must mop.
Razorblades and glass so clean.
Fill a drawer,MY bag of green.
Meaningful scars that fill my arm.
This relief has become a harm.
Scars of hate,hurt,pain and sorrow.
Maybe i will stop tomorrow.
My body has grown sick and sore.
I've thought soem and ill cut nomore.
Literature
Unease
The world will face its early end
When scorn becomes the new trend
The remaining hope is our sense
Only we can save the world from its absence
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Brilliant work of art
The images which I saw, the words how you used them, simply made me see a journey which started in darkness and led me towards the brightness. I see you overcome an obstacle in your life.
The images which I saw, the words how you used them, simply made me see a journey which started in darkness and led me towards the brightness. I see you overcome an obstacle in your life.