The Hope

Im tired,but im still inspired,to shine like a diamond
And stay sharp like a gem stone,sometimes feeling like an alien
But this E.T. can still always phone home
Im stayin connected with my spirit which has been resurected
Im so blessed today that my thinking is no longer infected
I didnt just seize the day i own every moment
Im still livin my life,i have a chance and i havent blown it
Out of the grip,i aint living sick
 I've seen hell through a needle point
Now i just have a hope shot,thats the hit
Im not stumblin around caught up in my shit
Im walking and not dead,alive for sure with nothin but hope to spread
I have gotten back my dignity.its more then a thread
Its a spool that im weevin, sharin my story to give people somethin to believe in
Ive shed my skin,because it was akin to a prison
Now im truly livin,seeing life through these eyes that are no longer screaming........